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¡Viva La Gloria!
Genre(s): Adventure/SuspenseRating: Rated: T
Summary: Townsville has been crime free for a decade. After the PPG
relinquish their powers, perhaps it's time for Evil to strike again? Good vs
Evil. PPG vs RRB. Only the teams aren't quite the same anymore thanks to new
feelings and new judgments. Please Review.
Please read~
- Mood:
sick - Music:Green Day
I'm writing a PPG fanfic~
I have about 2,000 words done of the first chapter. I'm going to sleep on it and see what else needs to be done tomorrow.
Danny went home today. I wish he stayed longer. :(
I'm sick today. :( I called out sick of work because I wasn't feeling well. But I thought it was just exhaustion and stress since yesterday was the 4th of July and I hate fireworks ughhh. But as the day went on, I realized my sneezing wasn't just allergies and that my headache wasn't leaving and yep, I'm sick. Blahh.
I decided today that I should go see a therapist again. My parents are driving me crazy and to a point of... unhealthiness.... I also realized that my mind is just turning more violent lately. I think it's cuz I'm getting closer to my dad. Who is... a violent man.
My gf says she sees a lot of him in me. Which scares me. Like a lot. I don't want to become my dad. Cuz he's like... a douche.
I'm also thinking back to my last roomie, Helen, who was bi polar and was convinced that I was bipolar. I'm starting to recognize the symptoms she named and have noticed that they're getting worse. Mostly the massive mood swings that I can't control, that are triggered by like... nothing. I don't even realize it either until I'm at a point of no return.
So I'ma start seeing someone again. I think my issue is I have no place to vent. If I try to talk to Helia, she gets upset that I don't think my life is perfect and OMG COMPLETE CUZ I FOUND HER. Uhhhh she needs to get over herself sometimes. I love her, but her desire of PERFECTION sucks.
MY THROAT HURTS. D:
I have about 2,000 words done of the first chapter. I'm going to sleep on it and see what else needs to be done tomorrow.
Danny went home today. I wish he stayed longer. :(
I'm sick today. :( I called out sick of work because I wasn't feeling well. But I thought it was just exhaustion and stress since yesterday was the 4th of July and I hate fireworks ughhh. But as the day went on, I realized my sneezing wasn't just allergies and that my headache wasn't leaving and yep, I'm sick. Blahh.
I decided today that I should go see a therapist again. My parents are driving me crazy and to a point of... unhealthiness.... I also realized that my mind is just turning more violent lately. I think it's cuz I'm getting closer to my dad. Who is... a violent man.
My gf says she sees a lot of him in me. Which scares me. Like a lot. I don't want to become my dad. Cuz he's like... a douche.
I'm also thinking back to my last roomie, Helen, who was bi polar and was convinced that I was bipolar. I'm starting to recognize the symptoms she named and have noticed that they're getting worse. Mostly the massive mood swings that I can't control, that are triggered by like... nothing. I don't even realize it either until I'm at a point of no return.
So I'ma start seeing someone again. I think my issue is I have no place to vent. If I try to talk to Helia, she gets upset that I don't think my life is perfect and OMG COMPLETE CUZ I FOUND HER. Uhhhh she needs to get over herself sometimes. I love her, but her desire of PERFECTION sucks.
MY THROAT HURTS. D:
It's lots of fun, and our cosplay as Light and L went over really well.
Danny is Light and I am L of course. We have name tags that say "Hello my name is" and we filled in JUSTICE for both of them LOL.
There are a lot of other Death Note cosplayers, but not as much as I had expected. I wanted to try to take pics with as many other L's as possible, but I'm realizing that a lot of them have douchey attitudes. As if they didn't think anyone else would dress as L?? And I'm sorry, but the ones with the best costumes have the best attitudes so far. The ones who seem to have something up their asses, have some half-ass cosplays.
I think I have the best L hair so far, lol. I think Danny is one of the better Light's too because he went and got a blazer/jacket thing, and most Lights just have a white shirt and tie. But that could just be my ego. I shall post pics when we get to scanning them. :)
I need to wake Danny up now, cuz we need to leave in about an hour, lol. :p
- Mood:
bouncy
I'm leaving to Utah on Tuesday. I don't know if I will have internets. Most likely, no.
Tuesday, Helia and I are staying in Vegas. O:
Then we'll be in Utah till Sunday. :)
Tuesday, Helia and I are staying in Vegas. O:
Then we'll be in Utah till Sunday. :)
I won't have Internet access until June 15th ish, cuz our modem died or something like that. But hopefully our new one will get here on the date they promised but I have my doubts. I'm in starbucks right now!! :DD
DANNY, we need to talk about your visit and stuff! EXCEPT I KEEP FORGETTING TO CALL YOU UNTIL I REALIZE IT'S LIKE MIDNIGHT IN VIRGINIA. Sooo I shall try to remember today, if not call me! Because I'm not really doing anything except donating blood at 1:30 PMsss. THERE IS MUCH PLANNING TO BE DONE. Not really, but still some planning should be done haha. Especially concerning Expooooooo...
OKAY BYE~
DANNY, we need to talk about your visit and stuff! EXCEPT I KEEP FORGETTING TO CALL YOU UNTIL I REALIZE IT'S LIKE MIDNIGHT IN VIRGINIA. Sooo I shall try to remember today, if not call me! Because I'm not really doing anything except donating blood at 1:30 PMsss. THERE IS MUCH PLANNING TO BE DONE. Not really, but still some planning should be done haha. Especially concerning Expooooooo...
OKAY BYE~
- Mood:
anxious
( Rant about White people lol )
Sorry I offended you. Clearly, it's my fault. ><;;
Sorry I offended you. Clearly, it's my fault. ><;;
- Mood:
annoyed
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Questions:
1) What's your name?
2) How old are you?
3) Where are you from? Are you living there right now?
4) Is it cold where you are?
5) What's the time?
6) What are you wearing?
7) What was the last thing you listened to?
8) What was the last thing you ate?
9) What was the last thing you watched on tv?
10) What's your favorite tv show? Why?
11) Quick! Find a book, or something with text on it! Flip to a random page and read some of it! GO!
12) What was the last movie you saw? How was it?
2-3 weeks ago I dyed my hair lol. I just added some Manic Panic Fuchsia Shock onto my natural dark brown hair and got a trippy purple-pink-brown hair color. It looks like some sort of dark berry color in normal/dark light and in the sun it varies between pink and purple.
TRADITIONAL "NEW HAIR" PICTURES
hard to get the color on my webcam :(





I think this pic shows the two colors best. See in the upper left corner in the light versus my right side in the dark?
And this one is out of focus, but look how long my hair is now! Lol, I guess it's still pretty short, but it's long for meeee...

END.
I love my hair cuz it's different and bright, but subtle enough that my bosses were cool with it. *thumbs up*
TRADITIONAL "NEW HAIR" PICTURES
hard to get the color on my webcam :(
I think this pic shows the two colors best. See in the upper left corner in the light versus my right side in the dark?
And this one is out of focus, but look how long my hair is now! Lol, I guess it's still pretty short, but it's long for meeee...
END.
I love my hair cuz it's different and bright, but subtle enough that my bosses were cool with it. *thumbs up*
- Mood:
amused
I dog sitted with Helia yesterday. Her uncle's girlfriend's pug; they went to Vegas so we stayed at the uncle's place. He's this rich, lawyer dude with an amazingly ridiculously rich house haha. The pug was cute though. His name was Joey.
Anywho we were in Westchester, and had some time so we went to go see "Obsessed." OMG, that movie was awesome. And possibly the creepiest thing I'd ever seen. Helia was amused that I was so creeped out at this but I watch typical horror films without flinching. But you know.. that bitch was crazy. And it first I was like "lol, look she's crazy and obsessed" but then when she sent that creepy smiley face email I was like "OMG SHE'S CRAZY AND OBSSESSED I'M SCARE D. D:"
I told Helia to ignore all White women in her office, because I'm not prepared to battle one in my house anytime soon.
I quit my kennel job. The boss went off on me the other day for no reason at all. She scheduled me for a shift I had no previous training in. I tried to get a hold of her to tell her I could be there, but I needed someone available to tell me what to do, but she apparently never got the messege. I showed up and she blamed me for not knowing how to do a job I've never done before.
Also about a week ago, I got bit. It wasn't serious but another coworker was there to witness it. I automatically teared up cuz it stung so bad and my coworker left to go get the boss before I had time to lift my shirt and see that it barely broke skin, and I was fine. But all my coworker saw was that I was bit, and I was crying and in some amount of pain. So she told our boss, and our boss basically ignored her.
I was fine, but my coworker obviously told her I was bit and was unable to say how serious it was. She should have (AT THE VERY LEAST) came and asked me about it and see how it was. That would have been the end of it, if she had. I'm not the type to make a scene. It's a kennel; you get bit. Happens all the time and it wasn't the first time it happened to me. But she ignored it completely and that just didn't sit right with me.
So when she blew up on me the other day, I just quit. An animal hospital had called me the day before and left a messege asking if I was still interested in a job, so I know I won't have any trouble finding a second job. I still have my Vetco job on the weekend anyways, and that's enough to survive on; just have to postpone saving money to move out until I find another job.
And that animal hospital? I called them today and they want me to come into for an interview tomorrow. The position is a Vet Tech Assistant, Tuesday through Friday-- which is perfect! So hopefully that works out.
Anywho we were in Westchester, and had some time so we went to go see "Obsessed." OMG, that movie was awesome. And possibly the creepiest thing I'd ever seen. Helia was amused that I was so creeped out at this but I watch typical horror films without flinching. But you know.. that bitch was crazy. And it first I was like "lol, look she's crazy and obsessed" but then when she sent that creepy smiley face email I was like "OMG SHE'S CRAZY AND OBSSESSED I'M SCARE
I told Helia to ignore all White women in her office, because I'm not prepared to battle one in my house anytime soon.
I quit my kennel job. The boss went off on me the other day for no reason at all. She scheduled me for a shift I had no previous training in. I tried to get a hold of her to tell her I could be there, but I needed someone available to tell me what to do, but she apparently never got the messege. I showed up and she blamed me for not knowing how to do a job I've never done before.
Also about a week ago, I got bit. It wasn't serious but another coworker was there to witness it. I automatically teared up cuz it stung so bad and my coworker left to go get the boss before I had time to lift my shirt and see that it barely broke skin, and I was fine. But all my coworker saw was that I was bit, and I was crying and in some amount of pain. So she told our boss, and our boss basically ignored her.
I was fine, but my coworker obviously told her I was bit and was unable to say how serious it was. She should have (AT THE VERY LEAST) came and asked me about it and see how it was. That would have been the end of it, if she had. I'm not the type to make a scene. It's a kennel; you get bit. Happens all the time and it wasn't the first time it happened to me. But she ignored it completely and that just didn't sit right with me.
So when she blew up on me the other day, I just quit. An animal hospital had called me the day before and left a messege asking if I was still interested in a job, so I know I won't have any trouble finding a second job. I still have my Vetco job on the weekend anyways, and that's enough to survive on; just have to postpone saving money to move out until I find another job.
And that animal hospital? I called them today and they want me to come into for an interview tomorrow. The position is a Vet Tech Assistant, Tuesday through Friday-- which is perfect! So hopefully that works out.
- Mood:
busy
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Okay, first: Everyone needs to get the new Franz Ferdinand album. It is pure SEX.
Second: Help me out with your opinion.
Poll #1340420 Villain (the original)
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All
Btw, the first chapter is like 2/3 done. I really don't know if I should post it. Part of me just wants to keep it to myself for once, but another part of me wants to post it because I love feedback and it motivates me. I DUNNO.
Second: Help me out with your opinion.
Poll #1340420 Villain (the original)
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All
Where should I post "Villain"?
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Btw, the first chapter is like 2/3 done. I really don't know if I should post it. Part of me just wants to keep it to myself for once, but another part of me wants to post it because I love feedback and it motivates me. I DUNNO.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:"No You Girls," Franz Ferdinand
I've been working on my original version of Villain.
I drew some character sketcheeees...

Angel is the main character. Like Buttercup was in the fan fic. Angel's more quiet and the story begins before she starts to her adventure to be a villain and she's less of a diehard MAKE PEOPLE PAY character lol. No scars. She's an albino; which she kinda views as ugly and it also impairs her sight; therefore "ability" to be a superhero according to her fellow superheros and the agency that sort of is responsible for making superheros in the first place.
The main villain is Strummer. Which I named after Joe Strummer lol. xD; As you can see in the sketches he really looks like Jojo. I kinda had a Jojo/Anton Chigurh (in my icon) mix in my head..definitely a Chigurh inspired attitude/personality.
You can also see proof that I'm actually actively writing the thing above the first sketch. It's like the last line of the first half of the first chapter. I don't know if I'm going to post the thing anywhere....maybe just here for friends that are interested.
OH YEAH. Danny solved the PPG poster mystery. The poster is split up into six pieces, aka the back of the dvd title page thingies. PRETTY LAME.
I drew some character sketcheeees...

Angel is the main character. Like Buttercup was in the fan fic. Angel's more quiet and the story begins before she starts to her adventure to be a villain and she's less of a diehard MAKE PEOPLE PAY character lol. No scars. She's an albino; which she kinda views as ugly and it also impairs her sight; therefore "ability" to be a superhero according to her fellow superheros and the agency that sort of is responsible for making superheros in the first place.
The main villain is Strummer. Which I named after Joe Strummer lol. xD; As you can see in the sketches he really looks like Jojo. I kinda had a Jojo/Anton Chigurh (in my icon) mix in my head..definitely a Chigurh inspired attitude/personality.
You can also see proof that I'm actually actively writing the thing above the first sketch. It's like the last line of the first half of the first chapter. I don't know if I'm going to post the thing anywhere....maybe just here for friends that are interested.
OH YEAH. Danny solved the PPG poster mystery. The poster is split up into six pieces, aka the back of the dvd title page thingies. PRETTY LAME.
- Mood:
busy
Merry Christmas, everyone! :D
That's all I'm saying for nooow~
That's all I'm saying for nooow~
I have a new AIM screen name:
straightencurl88
Just so you know~
straightencurl88
Just so you know~
Just realized I never made a Halloween entry, haha.
Well, on Halloween, I went to Disneyland in the morning with my sister Sami, who cut school because she's the spoiled baby in the family. At night I went to a party hosted by a friend. We ate, sang karaoke as always and played Taboo. Small party, but that's our style.
I'ma steal this pic from the host's facebook, since I didn't get a group shot myself..

(Me as Zombie Mad Hatter, Karen teh host as Cleopatra, Lillian as a sailor girl, Katherine as a French Man, Amy as... some historical chick that got beheaded or something, Uyen as Dr. Feel Good, Andy LQ as Paris of Troy or perhaps Helen DUNNO, and Bruce as a Geisha er I mean Samurai...)
Alsooooo~

Because we can't get enough of Amy's funny-accidental faces. I was covering her face with a paper plate as we posed for the pic, then as soon as I saw the flash setting up, I pulled down the plate and tada!
That was Halloween. Oh yeah and I carved a Powerpuff Girls pumpkin. Unfortunately, didn't get a picture of it cuz I procrastinate and now it's all moldy and DEAD.
Okie dokie, the end.
Well, on Halloween, I went to Disneyland in the morning with my sister Sami, who cut school because she's the spoiled baby in the family. At night I went to a party hosted by a friend. We ate, sang karaoke as always and played Taboo. Small party, but that's our style.
I'ma steal this pic from the host's facebook, since I didn't get a group shot myself..

(Me as Zombie Mad Hatter, Karen teh host as Cleopatra, Lillian as a sailor girl, Katherine as a French Man, Amy as... some historical chick that got beheaded or something, Uyen as Dr. Feel Good, Andy LQ as Paris of Troy or perhaps Helen DUNNO, and Bruce as a Geisha er I mean Samurai...)
Alsooooo~

Because we can't get enough of Amy's funny-accidental faces. I was covering her face with a paper plate as we posed for the pic, then as soon as I saw the flash setting up, I pulled down the plate and tada!
That was Halloween. Oh yeah and I carved a Powerpuff Girls pumpkin. Unfortunately, didn't get a picture of it cuz I procrastinate and now it's all moldy and DEAD.
Okie dokie, the end.
- Mood:
sleepy

(hint: it's on my shirt! O:)
I haven't updated in forever. I pretty much haven't been on the computer much lately. I got the night shift at work and the afternoon/night is when I'm used to having computer time. I pretty much wake up, get dressed, go on a walk with Giambi, have lunchies and then it's time to go to work.
Let's see. The election is coming up, so much of what I've been spending my free time doing is following that. I can go on a million rants right here, but I don't feel like it now.
What else?... my dad has been talking about moving. Not very far. We're going to stay in Orange County he says. I hope he plans to stay super close though... Anyways. He wants to buy a bigger house, which I guess is good since our home is super tiny, and rent out this one.
I'm going to be the Mad Hatter for Halloween. A couple of my friends are having costume parties, so I'm excited to actually have a chance to dress up more than once. I just hope I'll be able to get days off on those party days. It doesn't help that my friends are always so last minute when it comes to planning things.
My sister's volleyball team has been doing really well. They've won every game, and on Saturday they had a tournament in which they placed 2nd out of like 50 schools. I guess that's the other thing I've been doing with my time-- going to see her games. She had one yesterday, and she has one today. Friday she has one, but I work 9-5 while the games start around 5, 5:30... so I'm going to try my best to be there.
Oh yeah. So since last Thanksgiving, I've lost 22 pounds. What's weird is that I'm not trying very hard. xD; I have ice cream desserts like 3 days out of the week. I guess that's why the weight has been dropping off so slowly. It took 7 months to lose the first 10. And the last 12 pounds I've only lost just recently since July, when I started my job at the hotel. So I guess that job is pretty much the sole reason why I'm losing weight. It is primarily a physical job. I play with the dogs for 3 hours a day on average (which consists of running, chasing, being chased, throwing toys, lifting and pulling heavy objects aka the dogs themselves haha, squatting constantly to pick up small dogs and toys) and then I spend about 2 hours on average running back in forth, getting dogs in and out of there room to do walks, and then the last 2-3 hours are spent scrubbing, scrubbing, scrubbing things clean. It's like an 8 hour work out, but I'm still pigging out. xD; But I guess that much exercise makes up for all those chocolate milkshakes.
I think I've gained a lot of muscle too. Because when for a while, I lost weight, then I seemed to hover at the same weight, and then I gained some, before I started losing again. I definitely feel stronger.
I know I'm down a few pants sizes, and my waist is about 4 inches smaller (since July) according to the belt I use for work that I'll soon have to replace because I'm on the very last notch, where was when I started the job I had to use the first notch. I'm pretty much the same size I was my freshman year of high school. The smallest I ever was, was a size 9 the 8th grade. I've always been bigger than average, and that was big for a 13 year-old... so it's weird to think that I may be approaching that number soon if I keep losing weight at this same rate (about 1-2 pounds a week, a pants size a month). Right now I'm size 11. All my pants are still 14/15, but the last time I was at the mall I tried on some pants just to see where I was at. I thought I might be able to squeeze into a 13, and found out they were roomy as hell. So I surprisingly found out that the 11 was the fit.
I don't know if I like the weight loss. I like that I feel healthier though. But it makes me kinda sad, because I love shopping at Torrid. xD; My boobs don't seem to be shrinking though so as long as those damn things stick around, I'll be able to find my cute tops there I suppose. But as for bottoms... I'm officially at their smallest size and just barely. D: They need to extend plus sizes to like... size 6! Just cuz all the other "regular" stores design their shit for zero bitches like my sister. D<
I need to go wash my car.
I also need to write! O:
Let's see. The election is coming up, so much of what I've been spending my free time doing is following that. I can go on a million rants right here, but I don't feel like it now.
What else?... my dad has been talking about moving. Not very far. We're going to stay in Orange County he says. I hope he plans to stay super close though... Anyways. He wants to buy a bigger house, which I guess is good since our home is super tiny, and rent out this one.
I'm going to be the Mad Hatter for Halloween. A couple of my friends are having costume parties, so I'm excited to actually have a chance to dress up more than once. I just hope I'll be able to get days off on those party days. It doesn't help that my friends are always so last minute when it comes to planning things.
My sister's volleyball team has been doing really well. They've won every game, and on Saturday they had a tournament in which they placed 2nd out of like 50 schools. I guess that's the other thing I've been doing with my time-- going to see her games. She had one yesterday, and she has one today. Friday she has one, but I work 9-5 while the games start around 5, 5:30... so I'm going to try my best to be there.
Oh yeah. So since last Thanksgiving, I've lost 22 pounds. What's weird is that I'm not trying very hard. xD; I have ice cream desserts like 3 days out of the week. I guess that's why the weight has been dropping off so slowly. It took 7 months to lose the first 10. And the last 12 pounds I've only lost just recently since July, when I started my job at the hotel. So I guess that job is pretty much the sole reason why I'm losing weight. It is primarily a physical job. I play with the dogs for 3 hours a day on average (which consists of running, chasing, being chased, throwing toys, lifting and pulling heavy objects aka the dogs themselves haha, squatting constantly to pick up small dogs and toys) and then I spend about 2 hours on average running back in forth, getting dogs in and out of there room to do walks, and then the last 2-3 hours are spent scrubbing, scrubbing, scrubbing things clean. It's like an 8 hour work out, but I'm still pigging out. xD; But I guess that much exercise makes up for all those chocolate milkshakes.
I think I've gained a lot of muscle too. Because when for a while, I lost weight, then I seemed to hover at the same weight, and then I gained some, before I started losing again. I definitely feel stronger.
I know I'm down a few pants sizes, and my waist is about 4 inches smaller (since July) according to the belt I use for work that I'll soon have to replace because I'm on the very last notch, where was when I started the job I had to use the first notch. I'm pretty much the same size I was my freshman year of high school. The smallest I ever was, was a size 9 the 8th grade. I've always been bigger than average, and that was big for a 13 year-old... so it's weird to think that I may be approaching that number soon if I keep losing weight at this same rate (about 1-2 pounds a week, a pants size a month). Right now I'm size 11. All my pants are still 14/15, but the last time I was at the mall I tried on some pants just to see where I was at. I thought I might be able to squeeze into a 13, and found out they were roomy as hell. So I surprisingly found out that the 11 was the fit.
I don't know if I like the weight loss. I like that I feel healthier though. But it makes me kinda sad, because I love shopping at Torrid. xD; My boobs don't seem to be shrinking though so as long as those damn things stick around, I'll be able to find my cute tops there I suppose. But as for bottoms... I'm officially at their smallest size and just barely. D: They need to extend plus sizes to like... size 6! Just cuz all the other "regular" stores design their shit for zero bitches like my sister. D<
I need to go wash my car.
I also need to write! O:






