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I have an interview tomorrow to be the set manager this year for the mall Santa Claus set this year! For those of you who don't know me-- I work for Santa every year. :3 But hopefully I'll be in charge of Santa this year! Mwahahaha!

WISH ME LUCK. D:

In other news. My ex, Helia, who claimed to be a lesbian (and had a quite emotional time coming out to me about it, 6 months into our relationship, saying AND I QUOTE: "I'VE REALIZED I CAN NEVER LOVE A MAN! ...EVER."), is now dating a man. WTF. Hahaaaaa.... I laughed. A lot. xD; The lies continue to unveil themselves. Kinda sad, but I'm just trying to laugh. Kim makes it easier to just laugh at everything.

Because Helia is refusing to give back my dad's shit... she still is forced to remain a part of my life.. Ughhhhh.... what a ho. But everytime I have to deal with Helia shit, Kim's there to make it better.

Kim: "Helia! Girl, you know you ain't cool! You're chilli. And chili ain't never been cool! ...OH, AND your ass is fat!"

Haaaaa... That's one of my favorite things she says. Though I wonder if Kim would actually say these things to Helia's face if they ever met? For now she just shouts this at random, plus sized black women in glasses (on tv and yes, even in real life.. but usually after they pass out of hearing range lol). xD;

This song is just too perfect for her...

I Just Call You Mine - Martina McBride
I pinch myself sometimes to make sure I'm not in a dream
That's how it seems
I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments I've ever known
It feels like home
And here I am I want to be your everything
There you are
Turning winter into spring

And everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
Yeah
I just call you mine

I fall apart
Just a word from you just somehow seems to fix
Whatever's wrong
Oh, you reach into the weakest moments
And remind me that I'm strong
You've got to know
I'd be a fool not to see you even worse
To forget that you're more than I deserve

Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine

Nothing makes sense when you're not here
As if my whole world disappears
Without you what's the point of it

Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're the dream that I've been chasin' after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine

Her name is Kimberly.

We've been dating for the past month now, heeee.... I'm such a hopeless human being when it comes to love and relationships.  I just need to be in one so bad. D:  At first, dating her so close to my break up with Helia seemed a little... weird.  But... I forget that now.  It just doesn't matter.

My friend Kathy at work has a similar sense in Fate like I do.  I feel like it's fate that she showed up in my life.  It's like... this unknown force knows me and my lack of faith in the Universe.  I won't start down a new path unless it's at least partially lit up for me to see a tiny bit of what lies at the end.... I mean, like, I NEED some motivation to move on.   KATHY SAYS THE SAME THING.  Lol.

And then there was Kimberly~  *sighs*

Anyways.  I'm just hopelessly like in love with her.  I know, right, that's really fast... but you just DON'T GET IT.  I'm a sucker for romance.  And our first few dates where all so HOPELESSLY ROMANTIC.  Like in more than one way, too!  I love the traditional, mooshy mooshy kinda romance.  But I also like this really twisted sorta romance too.  Example?

Ok.  First date.  We went for a midnight stroll~  Literally, it was midnight, hehe.  As we walked, we looked up in the sky and we saw.... Omg... you'll never guess.... A SHOOTING STAR.  *siiiiiiiiiiiiigh*  It was just complete magic!  I'd only seen one shooting star ever before that moment, back when I was like 7.  I'm a sucker for that stuff.  I'm like OMG FATE IS TALKING TO ME. Dx  That shooting star was just like... A SIGN.

So that's the traditional sorta romance.  The second twisted kind?  A COP CAME AND HARRASSED US. x3

Hahahaha.... I hate cops.  But it was just perfect.  We were sharing stories on why we hated cops while just sitting in my car in an empty parking lot... Tada!  A cop!  We were just talking about how they're all so fucking ridiculous and here comes one right then to come on in and run both our IDs for shit he might be able to get us for, lol.  Getting picked on by the law is so romantic to me in some way.  I dunno why!  It just IS.  I guess because I pride myself in being somewhat of a rebel?  And she claimed to be the badass rebel that I go all goo goo over... and then a cop comes and picks on us both!  Ahhh... I just imagine this morbid romance of a life together, fighting the law and being all Bonnie and Clyde-ishhhh.... I'm sorry, but that's just hot to me. xD;

But she is such a little bad ass.  My own little misunderstood criminal~ <33333  God, I'm such a sucker for them, and that's exactly what she is.  The perfect little hopeless romantic who is so soft and gentle and sweet with me--gets me flowers and sings me songs and writes me little notes-- and will do anything for her friends and family, but can also turn around and be like "FUCK YOU" to those dicks in uniform.  She just minds her own damn business and works hard and lives life and won't stand and take shit from anyone-- whether it's legally allowed or not.  *siiiiiiighhhhhh* It's so fucking adorable.

OMG.  But the way she talks.  It just makes me melt.  I call her Poe Poe.  After Edgar Allen Poe and also just short for Poet.  Cuz she's just that:  A poet.  I can't even begin to describe it or even try to recall enough to transcribe it.  She's just... fucking poetry.  It's so delicate.  And so powerful.  And she's just talking.   Ahhhhh... I could hardly formulate responses to her questions during our first few dates because... I was just soo... in complete and utter awe of how she phrased those damn questions.  Just the way she speaks... Omg, it's just... fucking poetry.

Also.  HER VOICE.  She has the voice of an angel.  A GODDAMN ANGEL.  I swear.  Ahhhhh.... not just her speaking voice.  She sings.  LIKE SINGS.  SO DAMN WELL.  I just... ahhhh.... I melt.  I love iiiiiiit~

She's so damn passionate.  And it's real.  Helia claimed to be passionate and like... all the things she said she cared for... I never rarely ever heard about.  But Kim... she cares about everything and everyone.  She's such a passionate soul.  She's so emotional and she just.... Ahhhh... it's so damn hot.  The way she speaks!  YOU DON'T GET IT.  I will have to record a rant of hers one day and post it on her.  She's so smart.   A real kinda smart, too.  Not like Helia's condescending sorta smart like "I have a higher vocabulary than yoooou~"  She knows her shit.  And she's so mature about it, too.  I can have a real discussion with her.  I can debate with her and argue and have her not get all butt hurt or get malicious on me or whatever.  We're two adults have an intelligent conversation. So hot. Ahhhhh.......

OKAY I REALLY NEED TO GO TO BED NOW....

Anyway.  The point is.

I fucking love Kimberly Marroquin.  I don't care who knows it or what people think about it.  I was hesitant about my feelings for maybe a week.  Oh, yeah, and on the night I was confessing my hesitation, know what I saw for the 3rd time ever and 2nd time with her?  Right after I came to the conclusion that I didn't care about what others thought and confessed how I was feeling... ANOTHER SHOOTING STAR.  WTF CRAZY.  So now?  I'm at a point, where... I just know it.  It's true.  I never knew I could feel like this.  It's so damn insane, but it's the truth.  My feelings for her... they came so fast and so damn hard and are still so damn strong and somehow GROWING... it just makes me feel like... DAMN... maybe I never actually felt love before?  Maybe... this is it?  THIS is how it's supposed to be.  I'm so hopelessly in love with her.  And. It's.  AWESOME.

THE END.  Lol, not really... I want to continue rambling about her, but I just need to go to bed... so more like... TO BE CONTINUED!

I feel totally alone right now.

Danny:  I feel like your children will be kinda weird.

Me:  How so?

Danny:  I DUNNO.


And so I choked him over the phone via my psychic powers.

DO NOT SPEAK OF MY FUTURE CHILDREN IN SUCH A WAY, OR YOU WILL PAY.

HEY THAT RHYMES~

Done.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4463729/5/

Chapter 5 of VillainE = 90% done.

But it will have to wait till tomorrow. ><  I am TOO tired.

Dammit, Blossom talks too much.  HOW IS THIS???

The concert was amazing.  It was like 4 hours long, but MAGICAL.

Franz was the best part.  They played for about an hour.  Most everyone there was there for Green Day, but even so it was a pretty nice crowd of people around me.  They didn't seem to care about my jumping up and down and dancing madly to ze franz.  Some girls even joined in around me, and Helia says the group behind me was laughing at me like "Aww how cute, she really likes this band :3"  SO that was cool, cuz I was a little worried people would yell at me to sit down or something while I was trying to enjoy my Franzies, since technically the "REAL" show hadn't started. :p  Anywho they opened with "Dark of the Matinee" and followed wth "No You Girls," "This Fire," "What She Came For," "Take Me Out," "Lucid Dreams," and ended it was MY FAVORITE OF THEIRS, "Outsiders." X))))

They were very good and very gay and very awesome and I love them... SO MUCH. D:

(After Franz)
Me:  DO YOU THINK THEY COULD HEAR ME??  I TOLD THEM I LOVED THEM.  COULD THEY HEAR ME????!! DDDX
Helia: .................................

Harhar....

We got our pics taken due to our adorable outfits and were apparently were put on teh BIG SCREEN... only we didn't see it if it really happened, lol.  Then again, from where we sat.. although AMAZING SEATS<333333... we could not see the projections on said big screen. xD;

Green Day?  They were great.  I would have probably enoyed them more if Franz Ferdinand hadn't opened for them.  Because REALLY, HOW CAN YOU FOLLOW ZE FRANZ????  But Billy Joe (although HEAVILY AND CLEARLY EGOTISTICAL) was great at getting the crowd hyped up.  Which was great, because that's what I enjoy about concerts-- dancing and singing and screaming and banging your head, and not caring how you look when you do it.  And Billy got everyone into it.  Hey did a good job. xD;  I wished they had focused a little more on the music, I feel.  It was more like this BIG PARTY versus a musical event.  Which is cool, and it was AWESOME.  Just.. I really loved their new album, so it was have been perfect if they focused a little more on that, I think.  I wanted them to make me cry at one point with their music.  But it didn't happened.  *shrug* It was still a 9.5/10 on their part.

PICTURES~
 
Helia and I <33  We only got pics before and after the concert... for we were too chicken about getting caught with a camera.  Security looked tough... but turns out they were really fucking laid back cuz like... everyone was smoking pot... like... EVERYWHERE.  THE ARENA WAS A LAND OF SMOKE.


Just want to show of my adorable outfit.  BE JEALOUS. D<


Me after the concert.  I love this pic, hahaha.


Got a new Franz shirt! <3333

Okie dokie, I'ma try and write now..... after dinner I mean. >>;

I'm going to the Franz Ferdinand/Green Day concert at the Forum~!

It shall be awesome.

If you're going, look out for an adorable little red head with a tutu. ;)

Lol, I dyed my hair red LITERALLY TODAY.

Here's some pics in bright, medium and dark lighting.

 

As the light gets darker.... I LOOK MORE SINISTER. D<

I CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR MY PRETTY TUTU TONIGHT! :DDD


ANYWAYS.

TOMORROW... I should be posting chapter 5. I have work bright and early, but should get off with enough time to finish the final bit of the chapter. If not, it will most definitely be up by Thursday.

Well, I decided to split chapter 4 into two, so that makes it done and ready to post tonight, lol.

Bad news: I talked to some of you about Cat's special power being revealed in chapter 4... buuuut nooowww... it will be in chapter 5, heee... ^^;

Good news: Since it was originally supposed to be part of chapter 4, half of chapter 5 is already done! So it should be a much faster update. I have most of Monday off, so I should have it up Monday night, or Tuesday sometime.

ALRIGHT HERE IT IS:

Villain: The Epilogue - Chapter 4

Enjoy and please review! :D

Time to add some stuff to the list!

Yesterday a cop tried to trap me.  I was driving.  He was driving.  I put on my blinker, and all of a sudden he makes a quick decision he wants to turn left, too.  WTF.  Okay, I'm always watching cops while I drive and am always paranoid about 'em.  But this... was just... too strange a move on his part.

He turns and I turn.  He switches lanes so that I'm on his left and slows waaaaaaayyyy down.  Helia's like "Ahhh don't pass him!" At which point, I know I'm not the only one noticing that he's clearly trying to keep an eye on me.  But I'm like "I can't stick with his speed; he's barely doing like.. 20! He'll pull me over for going to damn slow at this point!"  So I speed up to the speed limit and as I pass him, he's WATCHING US.  Creeper.

Couldn't find a reason to pull me over though.  But he was clearly trying.  Fucker.

I swear they're always watching me?  Is it the car I drive?  Or me?  I don't think I look like that much of a punk!  I got a pretty little butterfly tattoo for cryin' out loud! D:


TODAY!  Cops show up again at the door.  Finally, having the murder case across the street go to court.  WTF.  6 years later practically.  For those of you who don't know... my neighbors across the street were murdered a whiles back ago. >>;  It was like... really... really... sad.  And very, very brutal..... eckk...

But seriously... they falsely accuse my cousin for assualting a police officer and it goes to court within several months... A murder... in which the murderers were caught THE NEXT WEEK is barely going to trial several fucking years later.  Nice priorities, asses. ><;;;  I hope they don't plan on having me testify or anything.  I don't think so because I was A) underaged at the time, and B) my dad saw everything I saw, so he as the older and wiser would be the more reliable witness.  But really... I can't remember half the details I could if they'd taken it to trial with half the time it's taken them now.  And my dad's memory is way worse than mine for sure.  ....Yeah, definitely worse. ><;;;;;;;

COPS.... SUCK~!

So, I'm checking out the "Romance of a Different Variety" forum on the PPG section on FFnet the other day, and I come across this topic titled "Possible 'Villain' Pairings."  And I'm like "Ahh, pairings that involve villains!  Interesting~" and I click on it.  While it's coming up, I'm also thinking "Hmm... it's a little strange that they would put quotations around "villain"... what's up with that?..."

And then I realize they didn't mean villain pairings.  They meant "Villain" pairings.  As in pairings based off my fan fic "Villain." xD;;;

I like had a heart attack and died.  My girlfriend was generally concerned.

http://www.fanfiction.net/topic/50370/17825063/1/


Anywho, if you see there on the thread, Deus Ex Procella has written a one-shot featuring Cherry x Cat.  It's like... pretty much amazing.  So like, if you're into that sorta thing, you should like, check it out!:

http://neochaoslarry.deviantart.com/art/The-Sufferer-and-the-Witness-134029345


As for "Villain,"  I wrote about half of chapter 4  of the Epilogue already... a while back ago... I just never finished it. xD;  My writing has been all over the place lately.  I've also been working on the original version, too.  I think I'm literally writing 6 different things all at once, and each thing gets like maybe a paragraph added to it every few weeks or so? 

Hahahaha... I suck.

Oh well, I guess eventually... I'll finish... something.  O:

I'm in San Diego for work. I'm sharing a room with a coworker at the Super 8. I'm super boooored. D:

My photo shoot I'm doing isn't until 1, and should finish around 6:30, after which I'll head home. Hopefully I won't hit traffic, blarrrghh. If I don't, I should be home by 8-8:30.


I'm writing sorta right now, lol. I have two separate ideas. One ButtercupxBlossom and one ButtercupxPrincess. I keep like jumping back and forth between the two. I should probably pick one to actually finish, lol.

I'm listening to 3OH!3 as my inspiration haha. I love this group now. xD;


Hillarious. x)

I forgot to mention I'm working two jobs again, lol.

I got a photographer job for Herff Jones. They do school pics for... schools. Lol. Elementary through college. It's been pretty fun. Yep.

The pay is pretty good. They pay me travel time and mileage, which is AWESOME. Helia finally landed a job, too. She's a behavior therapist for autistic children. She'd gone through this like 3 month interview process. I was really hoping she'd get it, because it's exactly what she wants to do in life.   Also she refused to seriously look at any other job possibilities, so if she didn't get it... it'd be like starting again from nothing after 3 months.

Anyways, the point is we both got steady income coming in now.  So, hopefully soon we'll be looking at places together.

So I think my dog has become allergic to flea bites. This past month, he's been itching like crazy.

It's funny how different opinions can be amongst a dozen different vets. For the past couple weeks I've been asking about my dog's situation at work with the different doctors. Clearly, it was agreed that I needed to switch flea medications, as Frontline Plus isn't working anymore. WHAT kind of flea meds should I switch to?-- Now that's where the arguing amongst the vets begins, lol.

I decided on Comfortis. It is supposed to be the miracle drug for flea bite dermatitis doggies. I'm a little scared because I've never tried oral flea meds before, but the active ingredient which kills the fleas is supposed to be a very "green" drug, derived from bacteria that's safe to mammals. It affects the flea's nervous system or something. (I loved that I actual read the sentence: "The flea seizures to death." on the Comfortis FAQ page hahaha. I dunno, that's like the funniest sentence I've read all week. :p)

I guess we'll see how it works. I feel so helpless watching my puppy gnawing on his arm like corn on the cob. :(


OH SHIT I FORGOT TO CALL DANNY BACK... SORRY DANNY. D: I CALL YOU TOMORROW. ^^;;;;;;

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Taken from Tat.

Bla bla bla... too lazy to post about it last night, but I wrote a oneshot.  AcexBlossom.  Very short and cutesy wootsy.

Good Cop by Yay Ninja Bob!

Golden rainbow star stickers to whoever catches the Clash reference in the fic.  It's from my 3rd favorite song in the world/my 2nd favorite Clash song.


ALSO:

My gf said she'd get me all my fave VH1 reality shows on DVD.  HELLS YEAH.  Which has resulted in me screaming the following repeatedly and whenever appropriate:



CLASSIC!

My girlfriend was in a car accident last October, which involved a motorcycle hitting her car.

I repeat:  He hit her car.

There was a police report that said the motorcyclist was the one at fault.  Three eye-witnesses states the motorcycle was at fault.  And the car insurance folks found him at fault as well.

Today we found out that this man is suing my girlfriend.

WHY?

He claims there was racial bias.  Because my girlfriend is Black, and the cop was Black, and he is White.



Dear White people,

What is wrong with your brothers and sisters? :(